seriously?!?!?!

so, i had a minor meltdown when my google countdown hit the 100 mark.... and now i'm realizing that we're at about the 80 day mark.... and i have uhm, let's see - EVERYTHING left to do.... and uhhhhhhh 80 days is like 2 1/2 months left to go! dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. it's been too easy for the past couple of weeks or so to just relax (aka read weddingbee, check email, refresh weddingbee, check facebook, repeat), focus on school (ehhhh, kinda?), and try to tell myself that i have puh-lenty of time left to get my crafting on. but i actually don't....

we still have yet to assemble and address and send the invites, work on the programs, finish up our reception decor, make menu cards, escort cards, order flowers and glassine bags, buy moss and river rocks, make corsages and boutonierres, thank you cards, kiddie bags, and coordinate everything with our vendors, bridal party, DOC, and families. whew! that's probably not even half of it...

on one hand, i'm super excited to be married to my best friend and can't wait to get to the wedding day, but on the other much much much larger Shaq-sized hand, i'm completely TERRIFIED that my worst nightmares are coming true and i'm not going to get all of my wedding crafting done in time - not to mention my wedding workouts. urgh (kinda want to be able to eat on my wedding day...). and the fact that school is starting to pile up is not helping. at all.

so i've decided that i shall make mineself a schedule - and actually stick to it this time. no more wasting (too much) time on the internet! (but i still love technology, always and forever.)

i guess this is good news for the hive (i know, i know, so loving and sacrificial of me); i've got my gratuitous-wedding gocco in one hand, my burn-inducing glue gun in the other, and my camera USB cable plugged in - get ready for a torrent of craftiness! there's no time to lose!

at what point in YOUR countdown did you finally kick your butt into high gear? what do you have left on your list to do?